Yippie... I got time...

Got time to eat,
Got time to sleep,
Got time to think,
Got time to dream,
Got time for friends,
Got no time for enemies,
Got time for acquantainces,
Got time for family,
Got time for music,
Got time for me,
Got time for you,

Got time for blogging.

Even though it is only a few hours, I have time today... time to relax, put up my feet and read, blog, listen to music, read... Feels good... feels like I deserve it after so long. There are lesser classes next week... I can catch up on my reading... Life aint that bad!!!

I dont know why people dont update their blog more often... it is so disappointing to visit someone's blog expecting to read about their life and not find anything... There are a lot of people who are silent readers... they dont comment, just think about what you have written.

Smile, an everlasting smile... a smile can bring you near to me. Dont ever let me find you've gone, 'coz that would bring a tear to me. This world has lost its glory, lets start a brand new story, now my love. You'd think that I dont even mean a single word I say... Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.
Talk in everlasting words and dedicate them all to me, and I will give you all my life, I am here if you should call to me. You'd think that I dont even mean a single word I say... Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.
Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.
Da.. da.. da... da... da... da... da... da.. da..
Da.. da.. da... da... da... da... da... da.. da..
This world has lost its glory, lets start a brand new story. You'd think that I dont even mean a single word I say... Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.
Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.
Its only words and words are all I have to take your heart away.

My all time fav song since I first heard it (in 9th std I think)... I fell in love with Ronan Keating after that. Even now, his voice sends a shiver down my spine.

When I read books, I think about the author... how much does he believe in what he has written. What is he like? What if I meet him tom? Will I like him? Will I be disappointed or impressed? What has he gone through in life to reach where he has? Do the words he writes hurt him? I think you have to cut yourself deep to write... you have to go through pain and torture, come to terms with your worst monsters to write about them.... Writers are the bravest people in the world...
How many of us can withstand the judgement of strangers and still stay strong and believe in ourselves? What about writers whose books are considered failures? Do they give up or keep going? How easy it is to give up and wallow in self-pity and depend on other people... and so so so so so difficult to keep going despite everything against you... how satisfying to succeed knowing you did it all... took failures in the positive sense and learned from them.

Sorry, I am getting a little philosophical here... good music does that to me and of course the fact that I am happy... dont know why... dont really have a reason but I am happy... even though someone is always always always always busy... but who am I to complain... I am busy too.
Have you ever come to a stage in life where you want to do the very things you have looked down upon?
Me: Mommy, I dont think Dad is being fair... what about your life, your needs? C'mon.
Mom: Life is about sacrifice and compromise... Your dad and I have divided responsibilities... He earns and I take care of you monsters
Me: Look, you can have a career, nobody can stop you... we will support you
Mom: Arre... Why do I need to earn? What is your dad's is mine too... you wont understand... maybe when you get married...
Me: No ways... I am going to do exactly what I like... marriage or no marriage

It is scary how some things are changing...