These are lyrics from one of my fav songs... by Ronan Keating (why are you married.. oh why??? sob.. sob)
Addicted
Just one more kiss
And I'll be gone
I won't write,
I won't call you
No more girl,
I swear that
I'll be strong
Just one more
Taste of you
And I'll be fine
Girl I mean what
I say today
But tomorrow
I'll know that
I was lying
'Cause baby, oh
I only wish you knew
How this feeling
Scares me so
It's just like letting,
Just like letting go
[CHORUS:]
And I guess is
That's addiction
Then I guess
That I'm addicted
And I guess that
I'm your junkie,
Fair enough
(I'm your junkie)
And I guess
If that's addiction
Then I guess that
I'm your junkie
And I guess that
I'm just strung
Out on your love
Girl I can't sleep
In these wet sheets
'Cause I've got
Hot flushes, cold sweats
And a hunger that's
Making me weak
So hit me up
With your best stuff
All I need is a
Bag of attention
And maybe an
Ounce of your trust
'Cause letting go
Is harder than you know
I'm tearing out my heart
To give my heart to you
As you walk
Right out of view
[Repeat chorus]
You go through
My heart and
Through my soul
Like a river gone
Out of control
It takes my resolve
And washes it all away
[Repeat chorus]
Don't walk away
I'm addicted
Sometimes in life it is better to just let go. We cling on because we hope, hope that things will change. We tolerate all the crap given because of the hope... hope that it gets better along the way. And now I wonder if it is best to just let go, to break the bond while things are bearable. What is the point of sucking out all the good feelings out of a relationship and leaving when it is ready to rot? Why not walk away when things are amiable enough? Why do we wait till things come to a point where we do not want to be in the same room as the other person.. to the point where there is nothing more left to say?
I think it is best to let go...